You said you'd never leave me
But now you won't even breathe a word
You're confusing me


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Love comes when you least expect it
Maybe to surprise you a bit
It's not too fast, it's not too slow
You just have to go with the flow
When you came I didn't know
That I'll finally learn to let him go
But in your own way you've shown me
That without him, life would still be lovely
Now it's you I cannot live without
And that is something I would never doubt!


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You're bound
By the secrets that surround you
And you feel that you can't be found
There's so much doubt inside you
But you should know it's not true
That no one cares for you
You're not lost, just blinded
Because too much pain has been inflicted
It hurts me when you cry
And you tell me you want to die
Please don't think I don't have a clue
On things that make you blue
How can I not know
When I love you so?
How can I not care
When the pain is just too much for you to bear?
I wish your pain is mine
So you'll finally feel fine
But since this can't be true
I could only give my love to you


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They say truth shall set me free
But what shall I do
When listening to myself
Would just imprison me?


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I'm sleepy, I'm bored,
I feel like a hundred years old...
Too tired of trying to understand
How life really works.
Should I just go with the flow?
Should I speak out what I know?
Am I brave enough not to care
And pretend that you're not there?
Am I brave enough to deny
What my mind does cry?
These thoughts drive me crazy,
But I'll keep quiet.
I'll sleep and keep my fingers crossed
That when I wake up
These emotions are at loss.


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